old working laptop and golden mike with aquarius Iphone and mountain bike together with winter shoes for hike that all I need for my endless smile even if sometimes there's no sun I always will find a little fun recording songs with samples began my new passion now my voice is my gun that I'm shooting with words like bullets which are hitting all the world rullers and their stupid rules and tools for fools destroying people's life in the name of cruel reality they are trying tu survive everyday forgetting about life way all day holiday when they can organize them like really want if they will learn love, honesty and don't believe here anyone except themselves and their own experience something else than they can learn in societies hells and evolve with their life that will never fails

When I look at the moon I feel that soon new dawn is coming and after that noon which gives me more light in my small saloon, 'couse at the night I feel it like in dune abounded and lonely soul of the tune who's looking here for some commune to which one I can explain my misfortune and feel it better not again fucking doomed by all this world around exhumed with his highest possible loud volume of noise that's slowly killing last fume of my inner fire that is immune system for all sickness and my gloom through his expanding I make more room for all dreams and hopes that are illum inating my life untill this typhoon of consumption will suck this baloon of them meeting this sharp harpoon of ebay or other here amazon that's silently killing me with small spoon selling me forbidden here adrenochrone which keeps me imprisoned in my comfort zone in front of my only one friend I phone thanks to which beeps I don't feel alone. Collecting all bullshits I'm feeding mammon with my greed and I still feel like noone. Like decades ago sung his hero is gone I'm in my sterill fortress observing with drone all world surrounding us with this demon system who's sucking me through the bone everyday even now when I finally won this ratrace and now I'm on the throne above everyone feeling that my job is done. So I will just eat my mascarpone caviour and champagne that helps to carry on existing and making from me moron and helps to forget about king salomon and greek "nosce te ipsum" information which is the only one way to evolution to trust our divine intuition and start living without any addiction what let us to understand all that fiction which we are creating with description to all world that is non-stop in friction between good and bad forces also restrictions inside all saint books the same like predictions about the future gives us false depiction of linear time what is our malediction (because it is round like moon or our sun and everything in nature what gives a run our feelings about his passing like spun or spiral character of galactic and human dna that is resembling nature of our elan vital which is center of our inner real fun)

five at the morning and I'm still writing because through that I'm more exciting about all this world that is surrounding me everyday and night non stop demanding more compromises so just like right-wing activists i'm hiding myself in this fighting lifestyle that will not give me enlighting process, because is only a little biting whole reality and if I want to swallow more than half of it I shouldn't follow after majority who's non stop sorrow about their life, I start now not tomorrow forgiving everyone who's living in this hollow place in universe, after i don't have this narrow matrix point of view forcing me to borrow money to survive another day in this horror of this life theatre where everyone is playing own role they choose it before start obeying rules of this system which helps them paying their karma from past life, when they was praying for all gods and goddesses for their astraying from past conditions which learn them only crying about this cruel world instead of just trying to accept reality and learn love before dying because if they don't learn there they will repeat learning as long is necessary to finally quit this material prison during their life to fit needle's eye that's waiting for all of us to meet Really doesn't matter if we live in capitalist greed or in babylon or the times of world's wars heat most important is how we react to that and treat ouserlves and our mother Earth. that's all grip.

There was no sun here for two weeks also no parties or hc/punk gigs so i just decide now start to fix my all life. It took me long. At sixth month of my evolve I start to see mix of my past and present life that clicks and open for me new point of view that brings me to another realm, where are my feelings there I can start to learn how to stearing them not be their slave and stop believing all illusions that are just here covering real state of our mind through which i'm seeing how all universe is working and how to be your own king in our kingdom earth living like we want not just existing 'couse our mind is a slave not a master we are governing him and all the cluster of our feelings and if we are faster then other entities like zoroaster or other shamans who's trying to be buster of manipulations who's making disaster in this world we are cleaning most dustier part of our mind. then we bustle & hustle them before they will infected us and after all temptations will just pass next to us and we are not anymore part of mass indoctrination that's creating carcass from our soul, like without the bass music just sounds flat. with little gas oline is really difficult to drive fast or even slow. That's why we awake last

when I walk in the rain i feel life in my vain even often is like pain in tha ass I stiil can gain more energy for my brain through the technics I can train which learn me how to get drain her from him instead from grain. it's not important from what we are eating but the main idea is what intention.it's better with a strain our consciousness in action even if that sounds insane we can find energy in big animals that are mundane. same way like tree sun wind and rock can be our food when we just unlock our connection with them and all the flock of multicorporations can suck our cock or vulva 'couse we are not like cats or dogs who needs this stinky meat that only rots inside us. believe me or not if you are vegan you can be also a god everything depends what is in your pot and also of that if it's cold or hot couse all damaging here hurts a lot all our fruits and veggies secret spot which giving as their energy so the best is to eat raw straight from natures nest not cooked, boiled, grilled, fried or the rest chemical processess which destroys all zest because we need to feed only sun in our chest with energy from outside and the most hardest is to absorb her from all junk food full of pest icides even if they growing much bigger and fast.

coloured hair punker who's living in the bunker getting more drunker with pastis from dumpster containers from neighborhood which gives him also food that helps to change his mood and start to feel really good so he just start contemplating nothingness that slowly are expanding his consciousness and he get understanding all this craziness of whole universe that is in his own awareness he don't feel it lonely anymore even if he is living here alone because his true love fills him to the core and after that he understood even more he don't feel it lonely anymore even if he is living here alone because his true love fills him to the core and after that he understood even more This simple truth that he is the master of his own life and all this disaster what he made before just let him get faster to evolve from this glutton lusty hustler to real life lover, who's not anymore cover any fear with poser mask. That's why when he's sober stoned or even sometimes completely drunk that it will not change his life and fundamental principles that are rooted in his mental health the same like all his experimental lifestyle. he still refuse the rental appartments and choose to live in abounded old places letting him to have expanded his point of view together with the grounded all knowledge with he's still surrouded Still listening Disaffect and Jobbykrust mixed with God's Pee and Mono. he only trust his own experience of pain, hunger and lust through relieve fullfillment untill the last level of his progress called appreciation after which he discover life out of imagination, with raw and brutal truth sending information that all this life is just constant creation contstruct of universe which is unexplainable what gives us chance to understand that unchangeable law of one that is just uncomprehendable with any rules on earth in tora koran or bible because is out of any ideas, thoughts and words who are the most abstract, because they are not works in other dimension then this of dreams and hopes which we are fullfilling here everytime non-stop with our thoughts and feelings that we can learn to control and start live like we really want it at time of peace or war.

When i jump in pogo-dance i feel it that my life have sense cause we brakes invisible fence which daily makes all us tense it's like shamanistic punk trance for which we don't spend any pence 'cause only flying empty beer cans are here our real currence this incredible boost of energy around which are overwhelming everyone who found way to this special evening of underground hc/punk concert with incredible loud sound helping us to release our frustration aloud without harming anyone here or being proud of any stupid reason. We just have this out of control moment of our life. real knockout for any divisions or differences between us couse we are feeling then like totally trust ing eachother with respect and that blast of loud dirty music connect us really fast for any divisions or differences between us couse we are feeling then like totally trust ing eachother with respect and that blast of loud dirty music connect us really fast to spend that evening like flying stars from saturn, venus merkury through mars around circle pit sometimes with life scars which are reminding us this hard pillars of our independent d.i.y. hardcore/punk scene which gives us opportunity to get adrenaline injection for long time to forgot about routine of daily boring life lacks of serotonine to spend that evening like flying stars from saturn, venus merkury through mars around circle pit sometimes with life scars which are reminding us this hard pillars of our independent d.i.y. hardcore/punk scene which gives us opportunity to get adrenaline injection for long time to forgot about routine of daily boring life lacks of serotonine in fact we need only dimetylotryptamine which is spirit molecule in all nature within and we can absorb her from releasing dopamine to our mind through training our stamina.

When I was started travelling nobody was ever telling me that what I'm discovering will makes me the most yelling from happiness that I'm caring my all life without selling my lifetime to proudly wearing gucci prada which are spelling all people with their occult symbols who's affecting their brain and the symptoms of that is they non-stop feeds all fanthoms with their temptations and all their loans for which they are buying new cars & homes what seems today that there's customs for most of people without the thrones who are excited with new super drones instead of learn how to talk with stones they are just buying newest Iphones who are just making of them clones living in fake world with their daughters and sons not realizing that all this tones of garbage they throw out and making cones which will change them soon to crones 'couse their energy is sucked till the bones

when I'm feelin' inside hunch that's like information punch together with all the bunch of signs which get let me launched living without looking for brunch or even also later lunch 'couse only what I really munch is water and sun rays that don't crunch but gives me a lot of energy also keeps me from all alergy for all politicians and clergy that what I always was search it When I walk here just barefoot I always feel really good 'cause that's improving my mood same like forest neighborhood when I'm not wearing my boots I feel like I'm back to the roots even if all hard stones not suits that's gives me much more than fruits energy for my daily life I can use it to do not strive for her like husband from his wife or other relation that strife to learn how they can here dive inside themselves to don't hive off the earth, our sweet bee hive where we can live not just survive

Today i just found it full gallon of wine so I stopped my fasting process and I feel fine 'couse two days ago exactly at nine at the morning I start feel worse. I cross the line for fifty hours I don't drink my life lost shine probably I should to try start this chine aese method bi-gu to know how to get combine my life with fixing to feel that's again mine but for now I'm still addicted to taste also recycling that I don't let to waste all the sweets, food & drinks that I'm base acilly collecting from bins, the same like case of pretty new screws that makes me daze and all that stuff what let me to laze so I don't need to work. This makes me praise Without boss, leader and priest I'm just amazed from all consequences of my life choice I made it two decades ago when I raise my voice and clearly, confident declare withy a poise that I will live like I want together with a noise of my beloved lover called music, not toys material like maybach, ferrari or rolls royce that's just attracting here small girls & boys but something eternal that makes me moist not from my sadness but from true happiness helping us to get out from all this madness and find real lifepath far away from sadness creating our life with pure greatness to don't let it that will be badness or even sometimes totally senseless couse we are masters who brings the wellness thaks to which one we discover that fullness.

europa america asia africa australia antarctica looks like world stop to be freakout noone anymore are affraid of jihad or plandemicoronoia finished with new id card convincing everyone that money is dirty whip now soon will be no cash only rfid chip ow! nder your skin where all data are biometrical in northern europe you can pay only with pin card all what you likes are in facebook chronogical wall, but now just enjoy your free five gica ptured everyone in this huge panopticum where most important is to post this ironical photos in instagram with the identical brands controlling your deep atavistical instincts, even that supports this gigantical monster and your out of control panica ttack is the best advisor with your shopping car and all black fridays are here just historical events same like in spanish civil war guernica coffee which you drink daily must be arabica iphone that u use is made in chinease republica clothes & shoes you wear made it vietnamese or thai chicka or chicko for food and all the medica ments for their families drowned in chemical wastes from first world which is economical ly explained by all this classical marx theories of human versus capital and all that just theatrical examples used by political parties to shut it down the critical ecologic alternatives for tragical ly prepared end of our hierarchical life the same like in old biblical armageddon all will die chronically 'couse nature is perfect selfdefending inimical that's her natural instinct biological program destroying all what is pathological behavior like all this genetical ly modified organisms approved official by who and all life that is artificial much more easy is to go to tropical beach like that in costa rica or get drunk with musica balkanika to forgot about all this histerical voices from third world about our ethnical relations to the earth without sociotechnical manipulations and our view point that is radical love to all the most pragmatically usefull simbiose between us this small replicas of that whole universe and his own magical character with music are alive like we can see that after mexican peyotle or mushrooms in their musical light spectacle that's fragmentarical ly alter nating fractals what's pure mystical art couse all we can see is just optical illussion of deeper reality. All this cubical solid and most geometrical shapes that's why here cynical point of view is the most practical couse is free of this ideological frames which are not at all here equal and whole universe is spherical where every sphere has own vertical and horizontal point that's why magical something here and in other atomical structure is just normal somewhere else dramatical ly what is just typical changing point of view to direct democratic all that we will understand it automatically when we reach this calm and stoically state of our mind not domestically trained by education system legally installing in our heads secretely knowledge from written officially all this smart books like encyclopedia britannica. which can't explain nature of all shamans and incas

When I look at sea or ocean what concerns me is the motion of all waves making this notion explore deeper than extortion of foamy surface that is lotion of deeper truth. Only small portion of informations what is abortion of real knowledge about our e-motion which is excitement creates what we feel when we know how to control them they can heal us. the same like some sound waves can also kill or help. Everything depends of final will of user. Frequency level is this real tool to control our minds untill we learn how to directly seal intuition to instinct and that zeal shows us that we the same like the waves can be adjusted to certain levels of frequency, when we are calm or rave and depends of that we pave the way for all our life. That's why we're obeying rules and laws 'couse someone is playing with our subconscious untill that day we take back control and we can see the ley. 'couse all the matter is wave in fact from other viewpoint that is not hacked by this dualistic frames that are fucked making all people here totally whacked that's why all this informations is lacked churches and synagogs fully packed 'couse people believe in good and badluck instead of learning how live, not muck.

When I'm resting at the beach and whole my intellect is switch off at that moment I can reach on this untangable feeling that me teach ing that all wizzards and all witches are deep sleeping inside our deep ditches that we are non-stop digging with own cliches about this empty life fullfilling with the richest material goods and our real ancient nature is laying at the bottom under this creature that we are playing like in any literature main character choose to be again fucking traitor of own tribe in the name of better future and even if it is only his own nurture pure imagination of our destructive culture we are all living here like that wild vulture replacing deep needs and wishes with longer and softer leashes from our cages where are delicious rewards for obeying same like all bitches praying to pimp which is their god where we are subhumans or how it called frederik nietzsche or even pavlov's dog waiting all the time just for full pot of their daily rate of meal giving illusion that dream is fulfilled when in fact it is slowly killed changed to primordial being thrilled by primitive instincts like pain, hunger and lust which are like this strongest gust of emotion wind that is throwing us without our notion. All we need is trust to ourselves not god or someone from past or future like sung it amebix early crust "no masters, no gods", but witches & wizzards that are still sleeping deep inside us everything what we can do awake them is just start to be honest, forgive and love pass to others 'couse we're deciding with our vast of energy if they will awake slow or fast

I don't want to be here right or wrong just want be in the middle of life that's going on not passing through my hands like sand but stays on every piece of second to feel it through the bone that I'm alive everyday and night non-stop holding life in my hands untill the last drop of my tear and sweat that will vapour from the top of my forehead when death makes her clear trope everyone who cares about what's wrong and right just loosing this untangible time of own life and opportunity to learn here how start to thrive not stuck in the dead end corner with constant strive about so called future and how menage to survive untill tomorrow instead of to be fully alive now and here constantly creating own life like really want it not like with a knife stuck in the leg or slowly slicing throat with all tools and rules made it for goat or lost sheep or lamb. I want to be my own god which one don't have to make here any oath to anyone just be here to experience every moment with my full consciousness and through that reach that mindfullness that helps me to discover whole universe that is just inside my own awareness the same like all this my limitless possibilities that with my stubborness I can learn it and celebrate my successes on my life path which is full of dangerous deep hollow traps and really sharp kurvas but thanks that I can learn from my mistakes to live my all life in infinite fullness.

I fall in love with music 23 years ago and she is non-stop cares about me so I want to be fair still making raw soundbabies with her so like joe ramone I sing hey ho let's go! that's why I'm recycling that extremely rare samples mixing with message I want to share to help some people to get out of despair of their pointless life how they can dare call it about this real miracle given to us where we can do everything that we can pass to next level of that life game of abraxas who's creating for us to understand pariahs through our own experience not from the class in the school, army, internet or all the mass indoctrination, couse like was singing crass in our life there's no authority except us. even if my vocal is too loud for this rap i will continue this weird experiment here on my lap top couse the message is important same like dub and all together sounds nice not like this crap they feed us in mass media to makes us trapped in lowest vibrations like goebbles was wrapped german population during ribbentrop molotov pact to hold their consciousness with designed react the same is happening today in all mainstream music that's stoping creativity and only makes me sick 'cause they are exploiting my eternal love to trick I can not ignore that and I make my response quick Sending hidden message from the people deep inside their minds on samples that I just ripped off from net all of them are in youtube for free so i'm using them to make nice rappunksongs indeed You can hear i'm not mc or dj from a highest peak that is not a problem that I want to a little lick this kind of expression that can be like small brick in multicorporations windows couse I'm music freak recycling everything knowledge, rhymes and beats letting me to evolve with my life to make hits d.i.y. rap punk from deepest Colserolla hills bathed in hottest catalan sun instead of any pills for so called mental problems which are just business for medical pharmaceutic companies creating stress like their motto said: the cured patient is one less to make money on, so they are making all this mess through putting ideal models planted inside heads in most of young people looking for happiness what is natural reaction for human dullness 'cause exploration is expanding our consciousness like travelling contemplation changing our awareness while we start to understood where is all our real goodness 'couse we never stop looking for hidden deep inisde answers about us, world we living and all this huge infinite universe

Obrigado, multumesk, tutti grazie y merci danke shoon danke well, tak, spasiba i diki muchas gracias thank you hvala dziekujemy wam d.i.y. crap punk Flowpack now & here son of the sun