I'm still missing here one day constantly I don't know why that happened, so demandly I'm looking for an answer without the result so everyone around me are getting insult by my accusations and all judgements here of my own mistakes. That's my main fear to confront truth that I am not unerring that's why I put all masks which are covering that's what I'm affraid the most in my life and this holds me from my natural thrive my speciesim, that I'm here the highest race who are rulling everyone in all universe Even if I know that my pride is pointless and 8th day of week is feeding lucifer strongest I'm still continuing to be affraid face it truth and learn to love. That's my big mistake Finally today i stopped to be affraid I conqueer all my fears and i feel really great like never before in my life totally cured from biggest sickness, fear. I feel just pure. Like a newborn child without all this regrets because I forgive myself all my mistakes and understand that everyone here is sick looking for a nurse not only for his dick or her vulva but for a heart who rings for love to feel constantly happy and start living above intellectual illusion that create our mind which trapped us in spacecagetime deaf and blind When our freedom starts at that day we do what we really want in our own way, not what we have to, but we constantly have Every Day Fun day! All Day Holliday! 'cause our freedom starts at that day we do what we really want in our own way, not what we have to, but we constantly have Every Day Fun day! All Day Holliday!

Life is more than eat, shit, sleep To understand it You need to dive deep inside Yourself. Just go on the trip beyond this dimension full of greed and discover another world; indeed, where You'll find connection with Id. Then You can control the tought and deed through Your own feelings. You just need learn how to plant this fertile seeds which after time will grow to weeds full of compasion, love and leads You through the life untill coffin's lid will cover Your eyes and You'll feed Yourself with memories since You was kid through teenager time, when You just rid off all the lies, which makes You bleed. Next, from so called, adult life, proceed compromising with everything to finally meet Your own demons, which simply just read Your darkest secrets, which give them a whip. They threat You rest of Your life with it. Untill You are old and "out of the grid", so called, normal life, when you just plead for peace and rest. During "covid" time turn back Your life on Godspeed direction, which is all fullfilled with lucid dreams, telepathy and knowledge a bit which gives You opportunity to finally quit this material prison and after that greet Your true Yourself, which perfectly fit to new mysterious world without force to eat, shit or even sleep. where You just treat everything and everyone just like Your sweet lover, which are helping You to keep it evolving much higher untill the same tip of the life mountain, which finally flip over your mind upside-down and You'll leap over life from different side. Without worship any creature, which thirst for Your blood zip and waiting for Your mistake. That's cheap way to control You, 'couse then You are weak and easy to manipulate. you're small and Big Brother is watching You non-stop with a league of his supporters, priests and police pigs which think that all the world is flick they directed for us like Terrence Malick, but we are creators of all our dreams and in our life we'll be not victims. we are creators of all our dreams and in our life we'll be not victims! Couse we know allready this bullshit. It seams that people are slowly waking up from grims, because they remember threat of fascism, that's much stronger then terrorist muslims. It can't be erased time of slavery racism the same like bloody terror of comunism or daily holocaust in german nazism all of them are born from nationalism. Which starts in school from patriotism covered deep inside hidden chauvinism, which distance all of us with dogmatism of faith in my god, country and heroism Their stupid rules and prepared schemes destroys all life dissolved in their isms religion, politics and their criticism which are fake the same like their humanism Their stupid rules and prepared schemes destroys all life dissolved in their isms religion, politics and their criticism are fake the same like their humanism! When I look at the people I'm getting freeze by their coldest hearts without the jeez instead of that, there they have police who told them what's wrong and what is pleased They don't feel no more refreshing breeze because inside they are full of grease which they are collecting for years of this, what they called "life". In fact this is disease. Not only for themselves but also for trees streams, rivers and lakes, oceans and seas animals on earth which they ceased to exist and all nature that slowly dies in the mist. Of so called it progress which became just feast for the most hungry demons, who feeds that beast which sucks energy from them through centuries when they behave angry, hatefull and pissed. If You don't understand this simple these that "war is a peace and ignorance is bliss" then You'll never feel in your life peace 'couse You are infected with expertise, which tell You everyday from massmedia Tv's radio, internet, Your iphone and the priest which poison to choose to get dehumanize and slowly unconscious became one of zombies. non-stop affraid of warm, touch and kiss because they know how to set up degrees not only to weather. Your heart also is controlled by them 'till You solve the quiz of Your own life and learn how to release Your power, turn fear to love my bro & sis and after that travel from west to the east through south and north with stars striptease, which shows You true nature of Universe. His simply rules that govern whole, not only piece. 'Couse humans like mouses Who's drilling this cheese only from dutch side and can not taste that swiss or even catalan not mention about Greece where old temples shows them how they should tease themselves with this life and avoid the fleas and lice who's sucking their prana with worries about the future and life after forties, fifties and sixties when You're elderlies worth nothing for system, with growing bellies full of fat, toxins and all Your beliefs. Forcing to extinction like they're doing to the bees for making their cellphones, which wiĺl be ceased like all material things in this world capitalist togehter with Your aunt, uncle and all Your niece So better to focus now at everyday ease slow down this rat-race of sweat and tears and spend the rest of Your life with Your peers share great, wonderful moments with them and cheers! Please don't bow to anyone and don't get on Your knees beacuse all this submission is not worth it Your wings which you can get it back again like fnord! from eris just question everything, respect and learn how to love please Just once please feel how it is to be completely ease... Hear me here my dear peer... And what if we are not from here, but our home is somewhere near the shiniest star, which we are feel everyday morning, when light will dissolve darkness of night and fear. We can be own sailor and stear our amazing life here untill the last breath, which suddenly kill intellect, when becomes clear that all this earthly time was dear last opportunity for us to heal and understood how life looks real. To understand how life looks real! Not when we are poisoned with beer or sex and drugs, 'couse we can't hear and listen inner voice, which fill us with the Truth on Dharma's wheel That's the reason we share the tear of life misery which is on first gear of our cosmotravel up to the hill which we can reach after god's meal. But before that we all have to bear our own cross through the atmosfear learning forgiveness and how to deal with Universe rules, matrix red pill. how to deal with Universe rules, matrix red pill The taste of forbidden apple and pear are really sweet and addictive and We're just tempted with them and also thrilled. Full dinner is served only one who build own life on mistakes. In ionosphere are waiting for us judgement of queer God, who will decide from our free will if we're cured from fear or we still ill. So be my peer and help me here to create heaven not hell my dear be my peer and help me here create heaven not hell here cheers! Every creation starts with atention and beyond our reflection is the perfection. Every perfection starts with reflection, learning us how to live with affection, that You'll not find in election of politicians or corporations. Also not in daily erection, but in real love full of life tension. Which forcing us for behaviour correction through different conscious actions. It means to eliminate distractions, who leads our life untill destruction our inner power, which is attraction to that one, who change their life for production material goods and interaction with reliligion and political fractions, which give them so called "protection" from hidden deep their imperfection, that can be conquered here with direction anty-material, but not love rejection. that can be conquered here with direction anty-material, but not love rejection!