old working laptop and golden mike with aquarius Iphone and mountain bike together with winter shoes for hike that all I need for my endless smile even if sometimes there's no sun I always will find a little fun recording songs with samples began my new passion now my voice is my gun that I'm shooting with words like bullets which are hitting all the world rullers and their stupid rules and tools for fools destroying people's life in the name of cruel reality they are trying tu survive everyday forgetting about life way all day holiday when they can organize them like really want if they will learn love, honesty and don't believe here anyone except themselves and their own experience something else than they can learn in societies hells and evolve with their life that will never fails

From this another side of the void I'm sending You message how to avoid feeding here other creatures than humanoid through our subconsciouss or id how called it Sigmund Freud we have to understand that only we can be here exploit when we let it to.It's much more easier when we're spoiled and don't get it this syndrom of frog that's slowly boiled or when we are affraid of everything called state paranoid First of all we have to know how to control our feelings that are affecting the thoughts with which one we are willing to realize almost everything about we are constantly dreaming. That's how we start all that process of ourselves healing. Next one with our weak spots here we are dealing called sins, through which one someone are nonstop stealing our life energy and slowly silently killing our power, but we can defend heart with love refilling. To be able to love we just have to start forgiving ourselves and everyone around us who are living with us on this planet earth 'cause this process is giving us tremendous kick of energy without believing If we are honest to ourselves than we are receiving soon response from universe, which is just perceiving our intention and thoughts through this unseeing medium called it aether, what is just unbelievieng. Finally when we are healed, we are feel this relieving from fear and other illusions, that was us deceiving all time here from progress. Now we are clearly seeing that only words here in this world has really meaning. Everything except them are totally meaningless the same like our struggle for all material goodness when we reach this highest level of our mindfullness we'll understand that everything is from nothingness which is like huge black hole full of this emptiness our sweetest real home in this huge universe where everyone is a god with own awareness trying to find method in this earthly madness When we learn how to love, which is the latest step before the void full of this greatest knowledge we can learn with our interest we became stars with superconsciousness on the other side we discover spaceless part of this universe where we feel faceless understanding that all this scarry darkness is part of ourselves the same like the lightness.

Unfortunately now new week just started so all relaxing time with him got departed I'm really angry that I have go to work for this hatefull boss and my fucking morgue but I don't see another alternative 'couse I'm not really smart and creative so i just follow another blind sheeps even if slaughterhouse needs my ribs I know I should change my life much further i can not dive in this ocean of shit and hate looks like feeding satan is my fate. Even if i feel that stress is my real killer and peace and rest are the best natural healers. somehow i survive yesterday and today i feel really ok I've got the grip how to fit inside this machine but I can not hide my envy to this bums everywhere who never work just live elsewhere also this born under lucky star rich pigs in their villas and fancy car I know that I should just learn more and spiced my life to don't be bored but is more easy for me to be jelous so leviathan's meal is just delicious Even if I feel that's eating me from inside I'll keep to feed my jelous hungry parasite. Wow! It's allready half way to weekend afternoon will be much easier to pretend that actually I really like my job 'couse gives me chance to feel like snob over everybody that are under me if I will earn more that to go higher permit also when I collect more material things that let me forgot about my emptyingss I know I should try to evolve spiritually and find real happiness inside finally but this luxury what I have everyday are worth it mammon's food and my holiday are the best reward for all my suffer what doesn't kill me makes me tougher

I'm proud that I survived three days 'couse tomorrow starts holiday I can forget about this shit which from 8 till 5 makes me mad I can feel better around this loosers who works for nothing and are just users I'm the one who's creating their jobs so I feel important. more than their hopes for better future for their families that will not kill corona or syphillis I know I should feel compasion a little but I prefer to feed with pride lucifer That helps me to feel much more important even if I know that I'm just poor ignorant Finally this working nightmare will ends tonight I will eat and drink not like saints who are starving or fasting, for me is the same I want to feel my stomach full. In the name of Beelzebub, my higher consumer who feels glutonny like me. Anyway sooner or later I will be hungry and thirsty again when I'm hungry I'm angry and thirst is my pain. I know I should to learn how to control my feelings but much more easier is to follow after my instincts. Even if I know, that this leads me to grave faster I still need more junk food and alcohol. I'm disaster but everyone around me do exactly the same so I don't feel at all here little ashamed Tonight again party. I feel really excited 'couse all my facebook friends are got invited to the same place like in every weekend again with our local drug dealer. That's the main entertainment beside this shitty music but there I can bring someone to bed and use it for my sexual phantasies like tool from sexshop to forget about loneliness. Just like bishop I know my hord of lost sheeps who really want it first to be punished and after to be redempted to fullfill my lusts and feel it energetized the same way we will feed asmodeus fetishized Even if I know that I'm celebrating saturnalia that's better to feel lonely like sardinia vs. italia

Today I'm totally lazy 'couse yesterday was really crazy party after whole week so now I feel really sick all my energy just gone like someone will suck to the bone even simple walk to toilet is like huge nightmare. I'm spoiled I know I should move my ass and start to clean all this mess but I feel like nailed to the bed so I will just let belphegor to be fed.

I'm still missing here one day constantly I don't know why that happened, so demandly I'm looking for an answer without the result so everyone around me are getting insult by my accusations and all judgements here of my own mistakes. That's my main fear to confront truth that I am not unerring that's why I put all masks which are covering that's what I'm affraid the most in my life and this holds me from my natural thrive my speciesim, that I'm here the highest race who are rulling everyone in all universe Finally today i stopped to be affraid I conqueer all my fears and i feel really great like never before in my life totally cured from biggest sickness, fear. I feel just pure. Like a newborn child without all this regrets because I forgive myself all my mistakes and understand that everyone here is sick looking for a nurse not only for his dick or her vulva but for a heart who rings for love to feel constantly happy and start living above intellectual illusion that create our mind which trapped us in spacecagetime deaf and blind When our freedom starts at that day we do what we really want in our own way, not what we have to, but we constantly have Every Day Fun day! All Day Holliday! Even if I know that my pride is pointless and 8th day of week is feeding lucifer strongest I'm still continuing to be affraid face it truth and learn to love. That's my big mistake

Life-File: ///////////// Life is more than eat, shit, sleep To understand it You need to dive deep inside Yourself. Just go on the trip beyond this dimension full of greed and discover another world; indeed, where You'll find connection with Id. Then You can control the tought and deed through Your own feelings. You just need learn how to plant this fertile seeds which after time will grow to weeds full of compasion, love and leads You through the life untill coffin's lid will cover Your eyes and You'll feed Yourself with memories since You was kid through teenager time, when You just rid off all the lies, which makes You bleed. Next, from so called, adult life, proceed compromising with everything to finally meet Your own demons, which simply just read Your darkest secrets, which give them a whip. They threat You rest of Your life with it. Untill You are old and "out of the grid", so called, normal life, when you just plead for peace and rest. During "covid" time turn back Your life on Godspeed direction, which is all fullfilled with lucid dreams, telepathy and knowledge a bit which gives You opportunity to finally quit this material prison and after that greet Your true Yourself, which perfectly fit to new mysterious world without force to eat, shit or even sleep. where You just treat everything and everyone just like Your sweet lover, which are helping You to keep it evolving much higher untill the same tip of the life mountain, which finally flip over your mind upside-down and You'll leap over life from different side. Without worship any creature, which thirst for Your blood zip and waiting for Your mistake. That's cheap way to control You, 'couse then You are weak and easy to manipulate. you're small and Big Brother is watching You non-stop with a league of his supporters, priests and police pigs which think that all the world is flick they directed for us like Terrence Malick, but we are creators of all our dreams and in our life we'll be not victims. we are creators of all our dreams and in our life we'll be not victims! Couse we know allready this bullshit. It seams that people are slowly waking up from grims, because they remember threat of fascism, that's much stronger then terrorist muslims. It can't be erased time of slavery racism the same like bloody terror of comunism or daily holocaust in german nazism all of them are born from nationalism. Which starts in school from patriotism covered deep inside hidden chauvinism, which distance all of us with dogmatism of faith in my god, country and heroism Their stupid rules and prepared schemes destroys all life dissolved in their isms religion, politics and their criticism which are fake the same like their humanism Their stupid rules and prepared schemes destroys all life dissolved in their isms religion, politics and their criticism are fake the same like their humanism! This Ease(Not Disease): //////////////////////////////////////// When I look at the people I'm getting freeze by their coldest hearts without the jeez instead of that, there they have police who told them what's wrong and what is pleased They don't feel no more refreshing breeze because inside they are full of grease which they are collecting for years of this, what they called "life". In fact this is disease. Not only for themselves but also for trees streams, rivers and lakes, oceans and seas animals on earth which they ceased to exist and all nature that slowly dies in the mist. Of so called it progress which became just feast for the most hungry demons, who feeds that beast which sucks energy from them through centuries when they behave angry, hatefull and pissed. If You don't understand this simple these that "war is a peace and ignorance is bliss" then You'll never feel in your life peace 'couse You are infected with expertise, which tell You everyday from massmedia Tv's radio, internet, Your iphone and the priest which poison to choose to get dehumanize and slowly unconscious became one of zombies. non-stop affraid of warm, touch and kiss because they know how to set up degrees not only to weather. Your heart also is controlled by them 'till You solve the quiz of Your own life and learn how to release Your power, turn fear to love my bro & sis and after that travel from west to the east through south and north with stars striptease, which shows You true nature of Universe. His simply rules that govern whole, not only piece. 'Couse humans like mouses Who's drilling this cheese only from dutch side and can not taste that swiss or even catalan not mention about Greece where old temples shows them how they should tease themselves with this life and avoid the fleas and lice who's sucking their prana with worries about the future and life after forties, fifties and sixties when You're elderlies worth nothing for system, with growing bellies full of fat, toxins and all Your beliefs. Forcing to extinction like they're doing to the bees for making their cellphones, which wiĺl be ceased like all material things in this world capitalist togehter with Your aunt, uncle and all Your niece So better to focus now at everyday ease slow down this rat-race of sweat and tears and spend the rest of Your life with Your peers share great, wonderful moments with them and cheers! Please don't bow to anyone and don't get on Your knees beacuse all this submission is not worth it Your wings which you can get it back again like fnord! from eris just question everything, respect and learn how to love please Just once please feel how it is to be completely ease... Hear Me Here: ////////////////////// Hear me here my dear peer... And what if we are not from here, but our home is somewhere near the shiniest star, which we are feel everyday morning, when light will dissolve darkness of night and fear. We can be own sailor and stear our amazing life here untill the last breath, which suddenly kill intellect, when becomes clear that all this earthly time was dear last opportunity for us to heal and understood how life looks real. To understand how life looks real! Not when we are poisoned with beer or sex and drugs, 'couse we can't hear and listen inner voice, which fill us with the Truth on Dharma's wheel That's the reason we share the tear of life misery which is on first gear of our cosmotravel up to the hill which we can reach after god's meal. But before that we all have to bear our own cross through the atmosfear learning forgiveness and how to deal with Universe rules, matrix red pill. how to deal with Universe rules, matrix red pill The taste of forbidden apple and pear are really sweet and addictive and We're just tempted with them and also thrilled. Full dinner is served only one who build own life on mistakes. In ionosphere are waiting for us judgement of queer God, who will decide from our free will if we're cured from fear or we still ill. So be my peer and help me here to create heaven not hell my dear be my peer and help me here create heaven not hell here cheers! Every creation starts with atention and beyond our reflection is the perfection. Every perfection starts with reflection, learning us how to live with affection, that You'll not find in election of politicians or corporations. Also not in daily erection, but in real love full of life tension. Which forcing us for behaviour correction through different conscious actions. It means to eliminate distractions, who leads our life untill destruction our inner power, which is attraction to that one, who change their life for production material goods and interaction with reliligion and political fractions, which give them so called "protection" from hidden deep their imperfection, that can be conquered here with direction anty-material, but not love rejection. that can be conquered here with direction anty-material, but not love rejection!

Freedom is this choice hidden deep in Your voice that you're using by words, which are your own wands. So be carefull what you want because all is real. Just don't waste Your life for useless things. Better to focus how get the wings. Wings can bring You much higher Even when You are so tired with Your life it's really worth it learn to love and go with it to universe gates today where everything is just great where You can learn how to live realizing Your dreams and give ...realizing Your dreams and give Give Yourself opportunity to thrive this way make choice for better life Because everything what will You do It will come back here soon to You Even if You don't realize Your own toughts are deep vice So it's better to dream nice or You end up in nightmare otherwise...

love is this skill which makes you feel with your own free will here absolutely real not only thrilled or totally chilled but You can be healed from fear, which's Your ill deep inside of You will be with love totally killed punk is this skill which makes you feel with your own free will here absolutely real not only thrilled or totally chilled but You can be healed when fear inside is killed without taking any pill and paying for that huge bill all truth will be here revealed when heart is with love refilled because it's like god's peal even if that sounds unreal all truth will be here revealed if heart is with punk refilled without taking any pill and paying for that huge bill all truth will be here revealed if heart is with rap refilled because it's like god's peal even if that sounds unreal all truth will be here revealed if heart is with punk refilled without taking any pill and paying for that huge bill You will be own god untill you will fight your own evil You will be own god untill you will fight your own evil Love Yourself forever!

"Don't walk behind me, that I don't need to wait don't walk in front, so I don't have to follow just walk beside me and in this simple way we feel both happy without joy and sorrow."

Wisdom is this knowledge about all our mind, that is divided for three parts. And Divine one, except subconscious and mortal, still strive that everyone just should find in their own life. After that we understand how to make more smart choice between love and freedom and how to live with joy. To don't let to be deceived by our inner demons, who are sucking energy through our own emotions. "You can change world only from within"* To understand that we have that power to control everyday our feelings. Our predisposition to govern own emotions and through that eliminate all angry notions. which are just food for other creatures who's playing with us and animal nature, hidden inside us the same like divine one. We non stop are choosing between our moon and sun When we are loving eachother we became stars Otherwise we are beasts playing in human farce. Wolf, man and flow three states of our mind are responsible for life. We just need them to find the best one for us. That's all wisdom of life. When we experience all of them it's easy for us to dive in this infinite universe which is all surround us the same way, like we will know soon, hidden deep inside us. *Meister Eckhart

I know that with every my breath I am more close to the death, but that's not reason to take meth and be completely blind & deaf because this life is only what I have and even often it looks like bluff I want to be his only one chef, who cooks the best meals love & health together with dessert my perfect self expretion and tasty supper my wealth. Like Florence Scovel Shinn I describe myself in this few words, that's like delf Oracle maybe will survive ownself and help someone to discover themself to create their life like forest elf with invisible power like papa smerf to be independent from saint joseph international red cross and unicef which the same here like every perv they are slowly irritating my nerve cause they don't care about ourselves same like multicorporations about earth everything what they do is just serve antihumans.They've got what they deserve Remember this life is only what we have and even often it looks like bluff try to be his only one chef, who cooks the best meals love & health and when we will care about ourselves the same like our home mother earth everything what we do is just serve all the humans we will got what we deserve

"If you do not run yourself your subconscious mind, someone else will run it for you"* 'couse you are blind Don't see how the whole universe is always working If You resist all what happened to You, You are choking and Not breathing completely with all Your consciousness what brings you finally hell on earth not mindfulness. When You bless Your enemies for all lessons that gives to You You'll understand that all universe is always with You. non stop realizing everything what You wish for so be careful with desires. Talk only about You live for Treat all another creatures like You want be treated then whole Your existence on earth will be unbeated. The best life oath is I'll learn to love. I have a wonderful life, in a wonderful way, I give a wonderful help, for a wonderful play! *Florence Scovel Shinn

I just got married with my lifewife who learn me how live not how survive That's all our time here on the earth is opportunity to get out of the hell which we are creating for ourselves with our feelings and thoughts. Not elfes, giants or another invisible creatures but ourselves, 'cause we are creators of whole this world that is surrounding us everyday. We are always deciding in every second of our life: "In heaven or hell will I now dive?" My lifewife told me that yesterday if I will calm and be still will be ok because at that moment my mind is clear from any illusion, like money or fear. Which are the same in bigger perspective couse we are non stop affraid of collective life which learn us love, respect and peace. Divided and ruled like in Rome or Greece in antient time need "bread and circus" to exist and don't be so much curious, about universe and rules governing him, which makes us less consciouss finally to win This whole life game we're still playing started from cradle, finished in coffin, who give us all opportunities from praying, meditation, breath techniques. We're coughing when we don't know how to correctly breathe and we're choking every inhale we take. When we learn that we know how we should live not just survive and fight for what's in stake but fully enjoy it to play this game till end Knowing the rules is much more easy to win it for example in chess, tennis or golf comprehend That's why I share all what I know I really mean it:

when I look at the sky I always want to fly at least once in my life to feel this high point of view. Untill now I can not deny that all time here I always want to try spend all my life time that I will not cry after another lost chance, next missed mine opportunity to feel this amazing delight like all the angels who's non-stop fight about our energy, which gives them right level of their vibration, which also might be used by us to discover this other sight of all universe that open all doors wide and let us to understand that all this hide and seek game is everlasting We only change side from which we observe it. Our spiritual guide is sleeping inside us. Awaken takes us for ride to show us how life is looking without pride and how we can manage to learn avoid suicide which is the biggest mistake for us like tight our viewpoint, from which we can't see bright vision of life that makes us completely blind dependent from other creatures, without the mind but with much more developed intuition inside which gives them opportunity to dimensions slide. We are also available to take that ride when we learn how. First we have to unite and understand our real power true dynamite that can blow up all illusions in one night after that we can see it other dimensions: white gods home, animals green and gods enemies red light yellow from anguished ghosts and smokey hell elite when our dimension is blue. All of them have apetite for us non-stop and dependently which one we despite and focus on other we are influenced by main insight force of that dimension which we consciously spite. Anger, hate or pride or illusion that we are allright.

I just get a clink without any drink that makes me to think about this nothing. How is with this thing that at every blink of my eyes I link with myself falling in the void that bring me to start to sing this song to sharing with You my explaining that I create something what let me feel the wing using my throat string express myself like king even if I'm from nothing

Yo! I was born in this world four decades ago and through all that time I didn't know what's my purpose here and how I should go much further then I was, but I keep my own way to live my life like I really want without all the worries untill the flow of pure love fulfilled me with waterfall of my own tears, what let me to saw through universe eyes, his structure raw how life can be simple, that my mind blows. From that moment I feel it my life-goal that rest of the time here I will show that for realizing dreams we don't have to bow or kneel to anyone. We just need to grow not only mental, physically, but also our soul should be expanded untill we just throw off our dualistic point of view that is draw fake picture of the world what force us to crawl when we can fly here high like falcon or crow and from that point to see all this fraud that we are living from the day we got born untill this last moment when someone will mourn on our grave, so now I finally know that rest of my life here I want to howl howl like wolf not silent mouse from the hole who's non stop affraid of cats and dogs yawn from their boring life they don't like no more trying to put everyone else down with the law to hold their consciousness level very low (Some are aware if they do this it will slow down evolution progress of humans that thaws from freezing winter of not their thoughts through feeling spring untill summer hots when they can reach finally own consciousness tops and understand this all invisible drops who's trying to judge us and accuse like cops) That's why life is mix of joys & sorrows. what letting us only to lick lollipops of abstraction instead of deep blowjobs which can freeing us from all the mobs of octopussies and also all this snobs who's trying to steel it all our hopes from our dreams, where all this popes and politicians will hang on the ropes made it from our fear and their hoax from which whole this matrix is supports.

Somebody said this life is not fair, but no one promising that will be. Somewhere in this universe is place like nowhere and maybe everything is amazing there. But first we have to experience this rare opportunity to learn how we can dare expecting anything without putting care about ourselves and our air, that we are breathing without affair. and don't thinking that we can here share this whole huge universe with another creatures. One day we finally learn how to pass first lifestep without anger we will understood how much life can offer us, when we will able to go upstair and see from different view point this monster world that surround us before and after we born here 'till the moment we are under beliefs and trust to world ruler not only our honest inner kid that's always knows what is better for us, then here we will never be able to discover higher level of that poor existing, our super consciousness divine intuition. Her invisible signs, that lead us where we can spend all life happy forever! All what we have to do everywhere is to trust ourselves and love either because forgiving it's what is matter. We have to forgot about flag and border if it's too hard always try harder. Because we are kids of the same father our greatest Sun and earth mother In every different kind of weather we always are breathing the same ether So please try just always to remember that everyone around You is Your brother and treat them the same like Your sister even if looks and act like Your hater You should understand that some are slower in thier reeducation. Let's support our collective awaking from this slumber and find together our real power There's a lot of shamans now undercover who are helping to destroy this hell which is on earth under false label from centuries, after babel tower Also darkforces that we should be aware who's non stop trying to put energy lower but if we will unite we are much stronger because every one of us is sleeping lover That is the greatest for them danger that's why they divide us through sex gender race, nationality, status and other labels to set up us against eachother but our self progress are going further than they can imagine in worst thriller so open Your heart and mind much wider because our blood and tears are just player that we sacrifice like pion chess. later we attack the queen and king with slayer who's invisible all game untill last layer of defence are attacking them together!

And again I feel it lonely where my friends are only all wild pigs that surronds me with this beautiful lands. And Me hidden inside this amazing forest at least I don't feel here bored two decades I'm still punk/hardcore even today, I'm more than I was before 'cause I've got back to the nature which learn me how to don't hate You. That is pointless to live in our illusion better to feel real, get out of confusion. which create for us sex, alco and drugs supporting our subconsciouss that's brutal facts that she is our animal nature who was whispering that I should hate You. And all this mindstates what we call fun are just temporary. When we look inside the sun at sunset or sunrise we will understand that true happiness will never end. Because it's hidden deep inside us like truth and love. it was just passed much higher to our Divine nature and our job is to find way back to our real state of consciousness which is not polluted by all this mess who's making us everyday deaf and blind I understood this with my clear mind. When I divorce with my ex-girlfriend named adrenaline what just now happend. I just realized that she makes me wild and offer illusion of my real state of mind because it's releasing andrenochrone to my brain and all the autochtons will tell You one day this simple truth that all this illusion is not for You. It is for our little brothers & sisters who are more wilder and their existence it's not a target of our life It is to find in ourselves Divine.

When I look at the sun I always feel fun like Natural Born killers holding their gun this amazing feeling that You don't want to run but stay close together like rap and Wu-Tang Clan, or the same sensation which are feeling brahman when he is exploring cosmos without any plan and finally discovering universal law of one thanks to which one all this our world is done. If we will practice sometimes in life ramadan or fasting then we can see clearly all this trojan horses that are hidden in bible, tora and koran which distance us all from our collective mum called it planet Earth and her daughter and son can be free forever if don't to let leviathan suck it energy from envy or anger of satan and rest of fallen angels who's exploiting human always with their temptation non-stop and every shaman will tell You this truth, which is higher wisdom like last dan in every martial art or in food-chain breatharian who's more evolved than meateater, vegetarian or vegan. the same like Most important in life is to keep our elan vital, not give to another creatures like ariman deceive us all with facebook Tinder and instagram, and put our energy level low like berlin's u-bahn but we still can be here like Hayastan Shakarian and this message is sent by Green Starrap !Mar!@n!

Why every time after sungazing I feel it great, just amazing later to shut my eyes commanding and with my palms on them handing I am able to clearly all that tending to see luminous light illuminating which is my pineal gland expanding and let me to get then understanding this simple fact that life is never ending and noone has power to ever this changing. They can only here just pretending through all their systems, which are just lending our own faith in theirs dependigs that we are mortal and are demanding from us all here this engaging attention and be doctrinating. By massess and politics that spending all our energy when we are still faking real life in church or politics attending. When we can simple start to meditating on nothingness that is sending message to us how we should not hating our existence here that we spend dating or for our saintsaviour still waiting instead of ourselves awaking from this deep sleep that is making sleepwalker zombies who are here shaking because their life energy is fading and sucking through Iphones inventing. this illusion that they are resenting and after that they are only lamenting how theirs hands are no-stop trembling without mediicating

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I start believe in myself two and half decade ago and this life wealth learn me what I don't know about all world itself and how all that flow of energy depends of health and if I will bow here or kneel to anyone 'couse that makes the low est level of selfesteem what makes me sorrow and if I believe in myself and feeding my soul with new realized dreams then I will start to glow in other dimension than here this dualistic one where our life is much more realistic 'couse is free and even that sounds futuristic we all will be soon living in that holistic point of view because all this characteristic of our true progress is cycles and our humanistic approach to world will change soon to the mystic one when we understood that all here is artistic creation of our own will through our dreams which we are realizing all time with steams leading through our thoughts with the streams of our response for that which are own feelings. 'couse every experience it's not what happened but how we react to that and how we will spend our energy to learn something new and depends of that we evolve or we will still appends new chapters to our life book that will ends every evening constantly with our commends making illusion that all this new trends will give us freedom for which one we lends our faith and believes for anyone except us when freedom is hidden inside. When we trust ourselves and we are honest we need to just forgive mistakes and start to love not lust then we became slowly start to be luster in other dimension what makes as faster to glow and understood that we are master here creating this life with our blaster 'couse OUR DREAM IS LIKE THIS STEAM, WHICH NEEDED THE THOUGHT WHO'S MAKING THE ROAD TO CREATE OUR FINAL DEEDS, WHAT WE REALLY NEEDS.

When I look at the moon I feel that soon new dawn is coming and after that noon which gives me more light in my small saloon, 'couse at the night I feel it like in dune abounded and lonely soul of the tune who's looking here for some commune to which one I can explain my misfortune and feel it better not again fucking doomed by all this world around exhumed with his highest possible loud volume of noise that's slowly killing last fume of my inner fire that is immune system for all sickness and my gloom through his expanding I make more room for all dreams and hopes that are illum inating my life untill this typhoon of consumption will suck this baloon of them meeting this sharp harpoon of ebay or other here amazon that's silently killing me with small spoon selling me forbidden here adrenochrone which keeps me imprisoned in my comfort zone in front of my only one friend I phone thanks to which beeps I don't feel alone. Collecting all bullshits I'm feeding mammon with my greed and I still feel like noone. Like decades ago sung his hero is gone I'm in my sterill fortress observing with drone all world surrounding us with this demon system who's sucking me through the bone everyday even now when I finally won this ratrace and now I'm on the throne above everyone feeling that my job is done. So I will just eat my mascarpone caviour and champagne that helps to carry on existing and making from me moron and helps to forget about king salomon and greek "nosce te ipsum" information which is the only one way to evolution to trust our divine intuition and start living without any addiction what let us to understand all that fiction which we are creating with description to all world that is non-stop in friction between good and bad forces also restrictions inside all saint books the same like predictions about the future gives us false depiction of linear time what is our malediction (because it is round like moon or our sun and everything in nature what gives a run our feelings about his passing like spun or spiral character of galactic and human dna that is resembling nature of our elan vital which is center of our inner real fun)

five at the morning and I'm still writing because through that I'm more exciting about all this world that is surrounding me everyday and night non stop demanding more compromises so just like right-wing activists i'm hiding myself in this fighting lifestyle that will not give me enlighting process, because is only a little biting whole reality and if I want to swallow more than half of it I shouldn't follow after majority who's non stop sorrow about their life, I start now not tomorrow forgiving everyone who's living in this hollow place in universe, after i don't have this narrow matrix point of view forcing me to borrow money to survive another day in this horror of this life theatre where everyone is playing own role they choose it before start obeying rules of this system which helps them paying their karma from past life, when they was praying for all gods and goddesses for their astraying from past conditions which learn them only crying about this cruel world instead of just trying to accept reality and learn love before dying because if they don't learn there they will repeat learning as long is necessary to finally quit this material prison during their life to fit needle's eye that's waiting for all of us to meet Really doesn't matter if we live in capitalist greed or in babylon or the times of world's wars heat most important is how we react to that and treat ouserlves and our mother Earth. that's all grip.

There was no sun here for two weeks also no parties or hc/punk gigs so i just decide now start to fix my all life. It took me long. At sixth month of my evolve I start to see mix of my past and present life that clicks and open for me new point of view that brings me to another realm, where are my feelings there I can start to learn how to stearing them not be their slave and stop believing all illusions that are just here covering real state of our mind through which i'm seeing how all universe is working and how to be your own king in our kingdom earth living like we want not just existing 'couse our mind is a slave not a master we are governing him and all the cluster of our feelings and if we are faster then other entities like zoroaster or other shamans who's trying to be buster of manipulations who's making disaster in this world we are cleaning most dustier part of our mind. then we bustle & hustle them before they will infected us and after all temptations will just pass next to us and we are not anymore part of mass indoctrination that's creating carcass from our soul, like without the bass music just sounds flat. with little gas oline is really difficult to drive fast or even slow. That's why we awake last

when I walk in the rain i feel life in my vain even often is like pain in tha ass I stiil can gain more energy for my brain through the technics I can train which learn me how to get drain her from him instead from grain. it's not important from what we are eating but the main idea is what intention.it's better with a strain our consciousness in action even if that sounds insane we can find energy in big animals that are mundane. same way like tree sun wind and rock can be our food when we just unlock our connection with them and all the flock of multicorporations can suck our cock or vulva 'couse we are not like cats or dogs who needs this stinky meat that only rots inside us. believe me or not if you are vegan you can be also a god everything depends what is in your pot and also of that if it's cold or hot couse all damaging here hurts a lot all our fruits and veggies secret spot which giving as their energy so the best is to eat raw straight from natures nest not cooked, boiled, grilled, fried or the rest chemical processess which destroys all zest because we need to feed only sun in our chest with energy from outside and the most hardest is to absorb her from all junk food full of pest icides even if they growing much bigger and fast. good food is in forest neighbourhood!

coloured hair punker who's living in the bunker getting more drunker with pastis from dumpster containers from neighborhood which gives him also food that helps to change his mood and start to feel really good so he just start contemplating nothingness that slowly are expanding his consciousness and he get understanding all this craziness of whole universe that is in his own awareness he don't feel it lonely anymore even if he is living here alone because his true love fills him to the core and after that he understood even more he don't feel it lonely anymore even if he is living here alone because his true love fills him to the core and after that he understood even more This simple truth that he is the master of his own life and all this disaster what he made before just let him get faster to evolve from this glutton lusty hustler to real life lover, who's not anymore cover any fear with poser mask. That's why when he's sober stoned or even sometimes completely drunk that it will not change his life and fundamental principles that are rooted in his mental health the same like all his experimental lifestyle. he still refuse the rental appartments and choose to live in abounded old places letting him to have expanded his point of view together with the grounded all knowledge with he's still surrouded Still listening Disaffect and Jobbykrust mixed with God's Pee and Mono. he only trust his own experience of pain, hunger and lust through relieve fullfillment untill the last level of his progress called appreciation after which he discover life out of imagination, with raw and brutal truth sending information that all this life is just constant creation contstruct of universe which is unexplainable what gives us chance to understand that unchangeable law of one that is just uncomprehendable with any rules on earth in tora koran or bible because is out of any ideas, thoughts and words who are the most abstract, because they are not works in other dimension then this of dreams and hopes which we are fullfilling here everytime non-stop with our thoughts and feelings that we can learn to control and start live like we really want it at time of peace or war.

When i jump in pogo-dance i feel it that my life have sense cause we brakes invisible fence which daily makes all us tense it's like shamanistic punk trance for which we don't spend any pence 'cause only flying empty beer cans are here our real currence this incredible boost of energy around which are overwhelming everyone who found way to this special evening of underground hc/punk concert with incredible loud sound helping us to release our frustration aloud without harming anyone here or being proud of any stupid reason. We just have this out of control moment of our life. real knockout for any divisions or differences between us couse we are feeling then like totally trust ing eachother with respect and that blast of loud dirty music connect us really fast for any divisions or differences between us couse we are feeling then like totally trust ing eachother with respect and that blast of loud dirty music connect us really fast to spend that evening like flying stars from saturn, venus merkury through mars around circle pit sometimes with life scars which are reminding us this hard pillars of our independent d.i.y. hardcore/punk scene which gives us opportunity to get adrenaline injection for long time to forgot about routine of daily boring life lacks of serotonine to spend that evening like flying stars from saturn, venus merkury through mars around circle pit sometimes with life scars which are reminding us this hard pillars of our independent d.i.y. hardcore/punk scene which gives us opportunity to get adrenaline injection for long time to forgot about routine of daily boring life lacks of serotonine in fact we need only dimetylotryptamine which is spirit molecule in all nature within and we can absorb her from releasing dopamine to our mind through training our stamina.

When I was started travelling nobody was ever telling me that what I'm discovering will makes me the most yelling from happiness that I'm caring my all life without selling my lifetime to proudly wearing gucci prada which are spelling all people with their occult symbols who's affecting their brain and the symptoms of that is they non-stop feeds all fanthoms with their temptations and all their loans for which they are buying new cars & homes what seems today that there's customs for most of people without the thrones who are excited with new super drones instead of learn how to talk with stones they are just buying newest Iphones who are just making of them clones living in fake world with their daughters and sons not realizing that all this tones of garbage they throw out and making cones which will change them soon to crones 'couse their energy is sucked till the bones

when I'm feelin' inside hunch that's like information punch together with all the bunch of signs which get let me launched living without looking for brunch or even also later lunch 'couse only what I really munch is water and sun rays that don't crunch but gives me a lot of energy also keeps me from all alergy for all politicians and clergy that what I always was search it When I walk here just barefoot I always feel really good 'cause that's improving my mood same like forest neighborhood when I'm not wearing my boots I feel like I'm back to the roots even if all hard stones not suits that's gives me much more than fruits energy for my daily life I can use it to do not strive for her like husband from his wife or other relation that strife to learn how they can here dive inside themselves to don't hive off the earth, our sweet bee hive where we can live not just survive

europa america asia africa australia antarctica looks like world stop to be freakout noone anymore are affraid of jihad or plandemicoronoia finished with new id card convincing everyone that money is dirty whip now soon will be no cash only rfid chip ow! nder your skin where all data are biometrical in northern europe you can pay only with pin card all what you likes are in facebook chronogical wall, but now just enjoy your free five gica ptured everyone in this huge panopticum where most important is to post this ironical photos in instagram with the identical brands controlling your deep atavistical instincts, even that supports this gigantical monster and your out of control panica ttack is the best advisor with your shopping car and all black fridays are here just historical events same like in spanish civil war guernica coffee which you drink daily must be arabica iphone that u use is made in chinease republica clothes & shoes you wear made it vietnamese or thai chicka or chicko for food and all the medica ments for their families drowned in chemical wastes from first world which is economical ly explained by all this classical marx theories of human versus capital and all that just theatrical examples used by political parties to shut it down the critical ecologic alternatives for tragical ly prepared end of our hierarchical life the same like in old biblical armageddon all will die chronically 'couse nature is perfect selfdefending inimical that's her natural instinct biological program destroying all what is pathological behavior like all this genetical ly modified organisms approved official by who and all life that is artificial much more easy is to go to tropical beach like that in costa rica or get drunk with musica balkanika to forgot about all this histerical voices from third world about our ethnical relations to the earth without sociotechnical manipulations and our view point that is radical love to all the most pragmatically usefull simbiose between us this small replicas of that whole universe and his own magical character with music are alive like we can see that after mexican peyotle or mushrooms in their musical light spectacle that's fragmentarical ly alter nating fractals what's pure mystical art couse all we can see is just optical illussion of deeper reality. All this cubical solid and most geometrical shapes that's why here cynical point of view is the most practical couse is free of this ideological frames which are not at all here equal and whole universe is spherical where every sphere has own vertical and horizontal point that's why magical something here and in other atomical structure is just normal somewhere else dramatical ly what is just typical changing point of view to direct democratic all that we will understand it automatically when we reach this calm and stoically state of our mind not domestically trained by education system legally installing in our heads secretely knowledge from written officially all this smart books like encyclopedia britannica. which can't explain nature of all shamans and incas

Today i just found it full gallon of wine so I stopped my fasting process and I feel fine 'couse two days ago exactly at nine at the morning I start feel worse. I cross the line for fifty hours I don't drink my life lost shine probably I should to try start this chine aese method bi-gu to know how to get combine my life with fixing to feel that's again mine but for now I'm still addicted to taste also recycling that I don't let to waste all the sweets, food & drinks that I'm base acilly collecting from bins, the same like case of pretty new screws that makes me daze and all that stuff what let me to laze so I don't need to work. This makes me praise Without boss, leader and priest I'm just amazed from all consequences of my life choice I made it two decades ago when I raise my voice and clearly, confident declare withy a poise that I will live like I want together with a noise of my beloved lover called music, not toys material like maybach, ferrari or rolls royce that's just attracting here small girls & boys but something eternal that makes me moist not from my sadness but from true happiness helping us to get out from all this madness and find real lifepath far away from sadness creating our life with pure greatness to don't let it that will be badness or even sometimes totally senseless couse we are masters who brings the wellness thaks to which one we discover that fullness.

When I look at sea or ocean what concerns me is the motion of all waves making this notion explore deeper than extortion of foamy surface that is lotion of deeper truth. Only small portion of informations what is abortion of real knowledge about our e-motion which is excitement creates what we feel when we know how to control them they can heal us. the same like some sound waves can also kill or help. Everything depends of final will of user. Frequency level is this real tool to control our minds untill we learn how to directly seal intuition to instinct and that zeal shows us that we the same like the waves can be adjusted to certain levels of frequency, when we are calm or rave and depends of that we pave the way for all our life. That's why we're obeying rules and laws 'couse someone is playing with our subconscious untill that day we take back control and we can see the ley. 'couse all the matter is wave in fact from other viewpoint that is not hacked by this dualistic frames that are fucked making all people here totally whacked that's why all this informations is lacked churches and synagogs fully packed 'couse people believe in good and badluck instead of learning how live, not muck.

When I'm resting at the beach and whole my intellect is switch off at that moment I can reach on this untangable feeling that me teach ing that all wizzards and all witches are deep sleeping inside our deep ditches that we are non-stop digging with own cliches about this empty life fullfilling with the richest material goods and our real ancient nature is laying at the bottom under this creature that we are playing like in any literature main character choose to be again fucking traitor of own tribe in the name of better future and even if it is only his own nurture pure imagination of our destructive culture we are all living here like that wild vulture replacing deep needs and wishes with longer and softer leashes from our cages where are delicious rewards for obeying same like all bitches praying to pimp which is their god where we are subhumans or how it called frederik nietzsche or even pavlov's dog waiting all the time just for full pot of their daily rate of meal giving illusion that dream is fulfilled when in fact it is slowly killed changed to primordial being thrilled by primitive instincts like pain, hunger and lust which are like this strongest gust of emotion wind that is throwing us without our notion. All we need is trust to ourselves not god or someone from past or future like sung it amebix early crust "no masters, no gods", but witches & wizzards that are still sleeping deep inside us everything what we can do awake them is just start to be honest, forgive and love pass to others 'couse we're deciding with our vast of energy if they will awake slow or fast

I don't want to be here right or wrong just want be in the middle of life that's going on not passing through my hands like sand but stays on every piece of second to feel it through the bone that I'm alive everyday and night non-stop holding life in my hands untill the last drop of my tear and sweat that will vapour from the top of my forehead when death makes her clear trope everyone who cares about what's wrong and right just loosing this untangible time of own life and opportunity to learn here how start to thrive not stuck in the dead end corner with constant strive about so called future and how menage to survive untill tomorrow instead of to be fully alive now and here constantly creating own life like really want it not like with a knife stuck in the leg or slowly slicing throat with all tools and rules made it for goat or lost sheep or lamb. I want to be my own god which one don't have to make here any oath to anyone just be here to experience every moment with my full consciousness and through that reach that mindfullness that helps me to discover whole universe that is just inside my own awareness the same like all this my limitless possibilities that with my stubborness I can learn it and celebrate my successes on my life path which is full of dangerous deep hollow traps and really sharp kurvas but thanks that I can learn from my mistakes to live my all life in infinite fullness.

I fall in love with music 23 years ago and she is non-stop cares about me so I want to be fair still making raw soundbabies with her so like joe ramone I sing hey ho let's go! that's why I'm recycling that extremely rare samples mixing with message I want to share to help some people to get out of despair of their pointless life how they can dare call it about this real miracle given to us where we can do everything that we can pass to next level of that life game of abraxas who's creating for us to understand pariahs through our own experience not from the class in the school, army, internet or all the mass indoctrination, couse like was singing crass in our life there's no authority except us. even if my vocal is too loud for this rap i will continue this weird experiment here on my lap top couse the message is important same like dub and all together sounds nice not like this crap they feed us in mass media to makes us trapped in lowest vibrations like goebbles was wrapped german population during ribbentrop molotov pact to hold their consciousness with designed react the same is happening today in all mainstream music that's stoping creativity and only makes me sick 'cause they are exploiting my eternal love to trick I can not ignore that and I make my response quick Sending hidden message from the people deep inside their minds on samples that I just ripped off from net all of them are in youtube for free so i'm using them to make nice rappunksongs indeed You can hear i'm not mc or dj from a highest peak that is not a problem that I want to a little lick this kind of expression that can be like small brick in multicorporations windows couse I'm music freak recycling everything knowledge, rhymes and beats letting me to evolve with my life to make hits d.i.y. rap punk from deepest Colserolla hills bathed in hottest catalan sun instead of any pills for so called mental problems which are just business for medical pharmaceutic companies creating stress like their motto said: the cured patient is one less to make money on, so they are making all this mess through putting ideal models planted inside heads in most of young people looking for happiness what is natural reaction for human dullness 'cause exploration is expanding our consciousness like travelling contemplation changing our awareness while we start to understood where is all our real goodness 'couse we never stop looking for hidden deep inisde answers about us, world we living and all this huge infinite universe

Obrigado, multumesk, tutti grazie y merci danke shoon danke well, tak, spasiba i diki muchas gracias thank you hvala dziekujemy wam d.i.y. crap punk Flowpack now & here son of the sun